In Japan, people call the classic cookies that most people in the U.S. know as regular cookies (like chocolate chip cookies, snickerdoodle, sugar cookies, etc.) “American Cookies”. I find that SO funny because I grew up just referring to them as cookies, so when I gifted these matcha black sesame cookies to my friend, they said (in Japanese) “Wow! These are like the American cookie texture!”
I wonder what makes them “American” cookies? Is it the amount of butter? Hah. Or maybe it’s because this particular cookie recipe has pudding mix in it? Which leads me to another American vs. Japanese different: pudding carries a whole different meaning in the two countries. When I think of pudding in the U.S., I think of the chocolate pudding cups in the plastic cups with the red foil packaging — do you remember those? If you try to buy pudding in Japan, though, you will find an egg and cream based flan-like, custard-y dessert, most often with a caramel syrup on the bottom. They are both called pudding but I treat them as entirely different desserts! Let me know if you’ve ever tried either or both the American and Japanese puddings — which one do you like better?
I adopted this recipe from my mom’s chocolate chip cookie recipe that uses instant pudding mix because her classic cookies are the ones that make you drool WHILE you’re eating them. Fresh out of the oven, they are slightly crispy on the outside and soft and gooey on the inside. If you can wait long enough for them to cool down, they get crispier on the outside and chewy on the inside. Both are heavenly, obviously.
Or at least I feel the most drawn to them on a deeper level, and it’s not just because of the way they look and taste! I feel like I am this “American cookie” marbled with Japanese flavors? Okay, maybe that is WAY too deep for a cookie recipe, but growing up in a city with little to no Japanese people or stores nearby, the kitchen and the food my mom made was my tie to Japan. Food has always been a way for me to explore my Japanese identity and I love adding a Japanese twist to my recipes!
My favorite part of this marble cookie is that when you bite into it: sometimes you get a taste of the vanilla, or sometimes maybe just the matcha, or maybe the matcha and black sesame…and if you get the perfect bite — you can get matcha, black sesame AND vanilla!
It’s truly a cookie full of joy and I hope you enjoy it as much as I do 🙂 Leave me a comment if you have any questions and as always, ITADAKIMAS! My favorite word that people in Japan say before a meal that means “I humbly accept this meal and thank the ingredients that went into the food as well as the people who made it.”